Part of my life.......

recently i'm go into some kind of funny relationship and i thought i can hold it till the last.....but seems like it does not work.......maybe i did too much bad things towards my last few ex......and now i get the karma back?????haha......anyway......it's a good way to learn......so, pals!!!i'm back!!!activities!!!

what should i do???i done what i can did already...should i just let go like this???every single word you telling me rite now is like stabbing my heart with a knife...every few minute check out your blog see did you even update something...hopefully to know what situation are you rite now...but i think i regret to see it d...at 1st i thought we still have some hope to recover...due to what your sister told me...i thought you just missed out your mind or you just cant decided what's happening...when i saw it...it's like slicing out my heart piece by piece...you know how hurt is it???you really dun need to sorry towards me...if you really dun feel anything anymore...please reject me directly...dun force yourself to hypnotize so that you will think that you're still loving me...i'm hurt not just only once what you written inside the blog...i'm hurt every time i watch your blog...everything inside about me is so meaningless...i cant feel anything i'm worth for you to exist...dun force yourself too much...it's not worth to just pitying me or just wanna let me feel better after that...i love you...and i really do...but what i get return is???i'm getting tired and tired...i dunno how long i still can stand for it...

I'm tired......anyone can suggest anyway to release all the tiredness????