Let's describe my love life as it.....
recently, when i'm not thinking it.....i will feel my life is better......but when i start refresh my old memories......my heart ache like hell......please.....someone save me out of this please......i know i shouldnt think about it anymore.....but i just cant......everyday routine.....see her blog's update and facebook page......i need to control......today will be the 1st day of me not viewing any info about her.......trying to empty out my heart......hope that i will able to forget everything?????hope that i wont be sad anymore?????hope that i can pass through all these........maybe she had moved on......not in this matter anymore......but still the memories still fresh in me......gonna throw all the stuff out of my heart d.......but currently not going to have any new it......XD